again?!?

tsk tsk tsk...see how lazy i am..i wasnt able to finish blogging my ikagetsu and here i am again starting my day0...dnt knw if i would be glad or not..ahah...joking! :p

i am happy and excited knowing that we were actually going on a BT. its because:
1. the whole group will be going
2. its gonna be winter and
3. hopefully we can experience snow
4. they say its not gonna be that too much work and that kapoy sa YRP
5. since its the start of the phase so hopefully not muct OT
6. this is a Java Proj, something ive bin looking forward for =P
7. DISNEYLAND and hoepfully DISNEY SEA :D
8. more laag and more or Nihon
9. another chance to buy another gadget(hmm...wat would be nice? =D)
10. opportunity to save..opportunity lang pro hopefully maka save
11. more reasons to be happy pa i think ;)

but,
1. ryt now i dnt wanna go with this kind of feeling
2. i dnt wanna go with in state
3. were not again going to spend more time together
4. and i guess, i dnt know =(
5. i dnt wanna go when lola is ill
6. and i feel like going home but i cant ;'(
7. ...

well, looking at the brighter side...i somehow seen the reason why i have to go..it myt ease this hurting..oppps...m blogging something not ryt for this blog...ahhaa..this should have been for the other blog..tsk tsk..seems ive been pre occupied with this feeling...waaahhhh!!!! 911!!!

exhausted with the meetings and preparations for the new project, i still continued preparing for the trip too...we just had our money, everything seems ready, i already packed..finished(somehow) the request for IRE, was able to talk to him...m ready to go i think =)

ja, till 2mrw =) i really wanted to blog this everyday =p